yesterday once more.

Hi all.
I'm the get myself into happy mood
by doing things i like before i start work that kind of people
so yeah, here i am!


haha basically, i think this is a "full of accumulated homeworks" week
wahahaha, why so?
due to my procrastination and distractions. mwahahaha.
alright, im giving myself the weekends to catch up.


i have got no motivation for my speech
and oral seems to be a forever on my list of things to do
because i simply don't feel like doing it.
currently working on my power draft
which i don't know how i can make it more climatic. haha
there's still NYAA that i haven't do
i didn't even go and dig it out can.
gosh, how come i'm like that?
i need to drill the word consistency in my head.


what mrs yoga said really hit me
getting a ball to start rolling needs a lot of energy
but when it's already rolling and you just give it a push,
it will be much easier.
so im the one who keeps stopping myself from rolling.
that's why im finding it hard to even start rolling.
gaga.


dang. time to blog about issues on love.
haha :D
oh yeah, i found out that some adults
don't encourage teenagers like us to fall in love as such ages
because most of them has been through it before,
they know it's painful.
and because they don't want us to get hurt and thus,
don't allow us to do it i guess.
well, this is one of the concerns i have too. haha :D
im afraid to get hurt as this age too
when you are not sure how hurtful it can get you to.


oh well, i definitely won't go for a relationship behind my parents back :)
it's against my principles.
furthermore, i ensured someone that i won't go on a relationship
so i need to mean what i say.
plus, O levels is the main focus here.
alright i set my goals already. :)
i really need to work hard.
but i need to find a motivation and drive first.


im starting to change from
"able to do work at home alone efficiently"
to "needs to do work with friends outside"
haha i used to be one rejecting my friends whenever they ask if
i want to study and homework together with them.
now, this is not the case anymore.


dang, tomorrow's friday
and the next thing you know
week one of term two fly pass liao.
can time slow down?


music: telephone - lady gaga ft. beyonce.

i left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

I to the power of 4.

http://weheartit.com/entry/1744459

i find this quote soooo true. :)

hello all.

my mood just went from breathless to flawless.

okay, a bit exagerrating here.

and oh my god. i forgot to print my newsletter writing out again.

shootzxz.

i was very distracted just now.

but now, everything's perfectly normal plus okay.

FIGHTING!

we will prove it to all :)

so tired now...

shall continue work.

you capture my heart.

http://weheartit.com/entry/1720030

yo peeps! out here to blog :)

today marks the start of term 2

dang, which means im nearer to my Os.

oh my goodness.

oh yeah i went to think of issues to blog about

so this is it;

"ever thought of going to a relationship at teen age (now)

and you want to make it last till you get married and till the 80s?"

well there are many different perspectives of this

i heard both real life cases of both of sides of perspectives.

one is yeah, it can last

because when the 2 of you have the right mind to go for it, you make it last.

understandings and etc are definitely needed.

on the other hand, some may get sick of your partner halfway through

or even after marriage, and ends up in a divorce.

so i guess, it's really the trust you have for your partner

and the mindset you guys set.

i used to or maybe it's still in my mind now,

that i want to be my first love's first love. haha :D

so we will be the first for both. i don't know why, but i find this lovely.

haha :D

someone told me different people have different definitions of first love

oh well, how do you define it?

your first crush?

the first one you held hands with?

the one you given your first kiss?

haha, it's up to the individuals.

but a lot of people say first love is the

most unforgettable one. somehow, i belive so.

shall blog more next time :)

and im finding love this thing very interesting. haha :D

okay, off to homework now.

ciao :)

and i wana fall in love with you again

i don't have to try, it's so easy

who needs to pretend.

love's vulnerable

Hi all.

here to blog!

went to the place where you can find sand, sea and sun.

with boyband and gays.

there wasn't much of a sun yesterday though.

photos on angelina's facebook!

oh well, had a great laugh. hahahaha :D

got sunburnt.

as usual, my skin like super easy can get sunburn

i guess my 5+ hours sleep ain't enough to last me the whole day,

it resulted me on a terrible headache on the way home in the mrt.

it feels terrible. maybe it'so also part of the rain's fault.

oh well, it's a rainy day today

i have absolutely no mood for homeworks.

gaga.

tmr morning will be going to skcc for event

oh yay, it's been long since we earn free CIP hours and get free shirts.

mwahahaha. im just going for the sake of fun and bonding

oh, plus the free tee shirt. haha :D

my primary school friends asked for an gathering to the mind cafe tmr afternoon

omg, it's mind cafe. the one i have been longing to go

and it's with friends whom i haven't met for like oly years.

haha :D

so im thinking if i should postpone my tuition and go for it.

this is hard manzx.

but going for the outing also means

i won't have the time to complete all homeworks.

gah, this is so hard.

i hate making decisions.

i hate getting into a dilemma.

as you know, im indecisive. heheh :D

oh but i found someone that is more fussy than me.

hahahaha :D

i can go make good friends with him.

today feels like a sunday rather than saturday

i don't know why.

oh the campaign that we organised kinda failed.

but it really motivated me to do homework.

so it didn't exactly failed in a way :)

oh well, miss man ting completed all her homeworks.

*looks at her with envy eyes.

haha :D

i will go and think of an issue to blog about

haha cause im in a typing mood.

ciao

music: oh! - snsd

listen, really,

oh! oh! oh! oh! i love you oppa

ah! ah! ah! ah! i do so so much

i'm shy, please don't laugh.

HWs.

hello all.

here are updates of my homework.

time now 4.30am

oh my god

- english compo plan "power"
- english situational writing
- english picture conversation 2007 day 1 to 10
- english compre 03, 02, 01, 00 and 09 mye
- chinese compo
- chinese letter writing
- chinese practice paper x3
- e maths shinglee sec 4 topics

e maths textbook
- a maths misc 21
- a maths workbook
- physics worksheet
- chemistry worksheet
- chemistry tys
- biology tys

alright, those in grey are completed

those in black are not completed

those in pink are halway through

:D off to lalaland now. ciao.

MES time.

yay talked a lot with both my favourites today

(or rather, just now.. haha :D )

oh well, feeling duper blissed plus happy!

our lame funny random talks never fails to make my day.

haha was so engrossed talking that i missed 3 buses.

and yeah i ended up home at 11

daddy wasn't very happy

but i didn't want to leave at sucha wonderful time. haha

okay homework updates

i finish my chinese practice papers

halfway through a maths textbook

and 1/3 through e maths.

tmr, im gona finish up my a maths textbook

plus chinese letter writing and compo plan

hopefully a little of a maths workbook

okay shall do more of e maths now.

then off to lalaland.

there's oral test and e maths extra lesson tmr.

hai. needa wake up early.

ciao.

music: alice - avril lavigne

get back on my feet again

i'll take a stand until the end

mind reader.

hello all. here to blog again.

by the way when i tag this photo on facebook.

the person on the left was pin yan and i tagged him as glen

don't you think pin yan from the back really looks like glen right?

oh well, imma gong cube. :)

oh another thing, i love my yellow watch!

okay everyone, sth amazing just happened

hahaha shall not tell you what. :D

having tuition later

so im blogging now since im free

and i don't want to start homework yet

cause it will make me lose my mood for tuition later on.

hmmm, if you read karen's blog

you would know that we are having this campaign organised by boyband

haha im working hard on it :)

oh yeah, i kinda feel disgusted by people

who are at our age but still using 'euu' instead of 'you'

itsa little primary school thing.

i don't know eh, o levels coming eh,

it's time for you to make a change to that i guess.

haha :D this is random.

okay off to bath now.

ciao.

music: the only exception - paramore

you are the only exception

get it on.

taken and editted by me (:

nice right. haha :D

hi peepos.

basically this week is the week where you transit

yourself from a stress busy schooling days mood to holiday mood!

haha wednesday to friday were talks and stuffs

overall i find it quite ok.

learnt quite a few stuffs.

got back progress report

i will work harder!

jiayou emily ong!

so yeah i got lotsa homeworks to do i shall let you see

- english compo plan "power"

- english situational writing

- english picture conversation 2007 day 1 to 10

- english compre 03, 02, 01, 00 and 09 mye

- chinese compo

- chinese letter writing

- chinese practice paper x3

- e maths shinglee sec 4 topics

- a maths misc 21

- a maths workbook

- physics worksheet

- physics tys

- chemistry worksheet

- chemistry tys

- biology tys

i am so glad that humanitiess have no homeworks

if not i will lie flat for cars to ram over me and die

haha no la, just some exaggerations here. :D

need to go back school on tuesday morning for oral test

and late morning for e maths extra lesson.

i feel lucky that im a mentor now

no more going back school for council stuffs

im giving my sl group a break since our event is on the 17 april

and we still got quite some time.

hmm then thursday stayed back in school

for my chemistry consultation,

then many stayed back for fun

so did i. haha. had dinner with girlfriends

and ketchup with them.

friday celebrated the advanced world starvation day

glad adeline tan enjoyed herself :)

lost like shit during bowling.

and i watched being human again. haha was a little bored though

but its ok cause all my friends were laughing.

so as long as they are happy i am! haha :D

arcade-ed. went home and got so hungry

ate a hotdog bread (only thing i can find in the house)

wanted to ton but gave up

today i stone like shit

cause i wasn't in the mood and have the energy for anything.

feel so bad that i wasted one day like this.

okay im gona go hougang mall later

and get something cold for myself

cause i find today kinda hot.

should i get a haircut?

i wonder how's man ting's haircut...

hope it's fine and she will still look cute

(eh heng man ting im praising you hor!)

haha :D

oh yeah, im still in a dilemma whether i should get the NUM bag that i wanted

i seriously cannot find any others that is to my liking.

and i cannot find the dickies website that shows

the variety or designs they have.

anyone help?

gosh. i feel at lost for this.

there's tuition tmr.

so lazy.

okay i need to complete sth today

shall do it later. if not i feel so bad.

off to hougang mall now. ciao.

music: if we meet again - timbaland ft katy perry

behind every behaviour is a positive intention.

Let's bring it back

manzx, i wished i owned these lot of cameras.

credits: http://rememberdecember.tumblr.com/

one week passed since i last update.

let me see if there's any highlights of the week.

studies first.

i screwd up my sexual repro in man test

cause the day before i slept at 3+

and there were lots of careless.

got no one to blame but myself.

hope to score well for my chinese test,

prepared to score badly for chemistry test.

and i guess a maths test on rate of change sure disastrous wan

then mr wu will come nagging at me.

got lotsa of a maths questions to chiong.

omg.

council stuffs

hai still got many things to do

sometimes, people should think with their own feet

rather than refer to the past sometimes.

it really test how far you can be stretched.

after that from what you have come up with,

you improve further from there

if not you will never learn.

and some stuffs have made me unhappy and think further

sometimes i just feel that it's unfair

im not trying to compare but really lor.

im not happy with the situation currently somehow

oh well, we are all learning to adapt.

personal stuffs

went out with boyband on friday

to get my NUM bag

it cost 103 okay

my god, like can't bear to buy it.

didn't find any to my liking other than that.

booshit.

they got themselves lotsa clothes.

it was a lovely day cause i smiled a lot

besides in school and the time when the NUM bag went out of stock

and it cost a bomb.

saturday, they went gym

went later, cause i got worried over some stuffs.

then i lost my mood plus lazy to do so.

did some of my a maths question

bought frappe weee~!

at night went to watch "zuo ren"

a jack neo film with daddy and brother

was a nice movie.

you guys should go catch it, a little lame though.

oh, something made me very

shocked + touched + happy about some stuffs.

haha :D

today is stone day.

promised to do homework from 5 to 7 later

now its enjoying time ^^

eyes like the shutter,

mind like the lens.

mixed feelings

heello all.
it's been around a week since i last blogged.
oh well let me see what happened.
oh, i cried like shit during full board.
i hope my councilors to take in mind what the EXCOs told them
and sometimes we may not get or achieve the things that we want,
well, you never learnt when you never fail.
so just take it as a lesson learnt,
make sure you do better in the future
and prove the ones that did not grant what you want to achieve now wrong. :)
i (heart) my councilors! ^^
frankly speaking, wasn't really in the mood to do anything today ah
didn't sleep well last night either.
okay, enough of that.


my KO3 has come to an end,
which means no more watching of KO3 during saturday mornings.
and so did my Auntumn Concerto.
finished watching it a few moments ago.
was a very sweeet ending! :)
okay two down, one still on going.
which is down with love.
but this one didn't made me so obsessed.
so i guess, this means more homework time bah.


oh i suddenly feel so free without council stuff
just last week my to do list was filled with stuffs like
- complete video
- edit speech
- send clement speech
this week, it's empty.
feel so different.
bring mentor councilor means handling my previous
head of student council stuff to the new batch,
which means more time for studies.
but i will really miss it.


for today's speech everyone thought i was crying during the video
seriously i didn't luh
though i really had a little 'bi suan'
errrrmh, somebody help me explain and translate this.
i shall describe it as the feeling,
the sour feeling? you get at your nose
which makes your nose red, before you want to cry.


oh i have been passing my test,
which is a very good thing
but i have been failing my maths tests. boooo.


feeel so loved recently. :>
and hell yeah, i love this feeling.
i don't know why pouring out what's in your heart
seem to be a very good and relief thing
just like how i confessed my feelings to my EXCOs during full board,
and how they did it to me likewise.
i feel goood! :D


oh well, shall head off to bed.
ciao. promise to update more often since im already more free :)


music: rude boy - rihanna

most things are difficult before they are easy.