mixed feelings

heello all.
it's been around a week since i last blogged.
oh well let me see what happened.
oh, i cried like shit during full board.
i hope my councilors to take in mind what the EXCOs told them
and sometimes we may not get or achieve the things that we want,
well, you never learnt when you never fail.
so just take it as a lesson learnt,
make sure you do better in the future
and prove the ones that did not grant what you want to achieve now wrong. :)
i (heart) my councilors! ^^
frankly speaking, wasn't really in the mood to do anything today ah
didn't sleep well last night either.
okay, enough of that.


my KO3 has come to an end,
which means no more watching of KO3 during saturday mornings.
and so did my Auntumn Concerto.
finished watching it a few moments ago.
was a very sweeet ending! :)
okay two down, one still on going.
which is down with love.
but this one didn't made me so obsessed.
so i guess, this means more homework time bah.


oh i suddenly feel so free without council stuff
just last week my to do list was filled with stuffs like
- complete video
- edit speech
- send clement speech
this week, it's empty.
feel so different.
bring mentor councilor means handling my previous
head of student council stuff to the new batch,
which means more time for studies.
but i will really miss it.


for today's speech everyone thought i was crying during the video
seriously i didn't luh
though i really had a little 'bi suan'
errrrmh, somebody help me explain and translate this.
i shall describe it as the feeling,
the sour feeling? you get at your nose
which makes your nose red, before you want to cry.


oh i have been passing my test,
which is a very good thing
but i have been failing my maths tests. boooo.


feeel so loved recently. :>
and hell yeah, i love this feeling.
i don't know why pouring out what's in your heart
seem to be a very good and relief thing
just like how i confessed my feelings to my EXCOs during full board,
and how they did it to me likewise.
i feel goood! :D


oh well, shall head off to bed.
ciao. promise to update more often since im already more free :)


music: rude boy - rihanna

most things are difficult before they are easy.