i'm so loving this photo.

have been editting photos yesterday,

and all i kind of like it.

oh went slacking wif mr gay today,
we talked and talked.
cause talk is cheap!
hahas :D
but well, both of us got nothing to do at home mah.

saw some people then faster siam.
then bought dinner for daddy and didi.
well, i always had fun talking to mr gay.
too bad sotong is busy, if not the 3 duper frens could meet up again.
and i feel so pathetic without karen and lisa.
both of them always accompany me slack wan,
but now, i've got like no one to go to.
only gays.
hahs :D

music: on the line by demi lovato n joe jonas
thoughts: recommended by azimah! oh, poor joe jonas. hahas :D

:c

wooha, got it from lisa's friendster.

hahas :D

okae, i shall post abt yesterday,

went lunch-ing wif lisa.

ate LGS.

oh no, i'm getting fat n unhealthy.

urgh.

talked a lot while eating.

then went walking around.

bought marshmellows frm minitoons,

she bought licorice or wateva u spell tt.

n i bought sundae somemore.

ooh, i gona get diabetes someday.

then we talked a lot at e LRT there.

after tt she bought her

7-11 mash potato plus old chang kee's fish chunkies

then i walked her home.

then raining halfway, she umbrella-ed me to my bus-stop.

thanks yeah!

oh, n i mistook this cashier

serving me at LGS,

she said tt's all

after my order,

then i heard it as TAR TAR SAUCE?

then i kp on HAH?!

then she kp on repeating, then i kp on HAH?

v embarassing lor, lisa n e cashier kp on laughing.

tt's y, i always say,

my life is full of paiseh-ness.

but well, i'm lovin' it.

music: got me going crazy by jonas brothers.

thoughts: i'm flummoxed/crazy/sad/unhappy/neutral/idk.

lyrics:
Hey there pretty lady
Tell me how you doing
Tell what can I do to help

Cause I've been thinking of you

For a little while now

This right here is how I feel

Girl You got me goin' crazy

Ya Knock me off my feet

Now you got me beggin' baby

Beggin' baby, please

All I wanna know is do you wanna get away

Get away with me

Cause girl I don´t know what to do

Cause I'm so in love with you

Head over my heels

Yeah I know how I feel

Girl, you know that I'm in love

Oh, I was so lonely

Now I know you love me

This right here Is how I feel

Woah ho ho!

Girl, you got me goin' crazy

Ya knock me off my feet

Now you got me beggin' baby

Beggin' baby, please

All I wanna know is do you wanna get away

Get away with me

Cause girl I don´t know what to do

Cause I'm so in love with you

C'mon

All I wanna know

Is do you wanna get away

Yeah

Girl, you got me goin' crazy

You knock me off my feet

Now you got me beggin' baby

Girl, I'm on my knees

All I wanna know

Is do you wanna get away

Get away with me

Cause girl

I don´t know what to do

Cause I'm so in love

So in love

So in love with you

dunowhy:(

quizzz!

tagged by yiqing! did this quiz b4 le, but since i'm bored, nvm la.

RULE#1 :People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE#2 :Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have any secrets?
`heheh, think so, but most of them doesn't belong to me.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger then you?
`most probably no.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
`duno lei, if got hope then will wait for v long lor.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
`buy things tt e people around me n myself things tt we lack, n save up e rest.

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
`yes perhaps.

6. Which is more blessed, being love by someone or loving someone?
`being love by someone.

7. List out 5 favourite things you like and 3 things about yourself.
`favourite: HP, TOFU, BLANKET, COMPUTER, BOLSTER!
`myself: TOMATO, BLUSH, LAUGH & CRY A LOT!

8. if your boyf/girlf two timed you, what are you gonna do?
`forgive if it's no serious, if not byebye.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
`definitely, i'm a low laughing point person. easily satisfied i can say?

10. What makes you sad?
`heheh, i have low crying point oso,
so yeah, a lot of things luh. i tink i'm sensitive,
or rather, you can say i always tink too much.

11. How would you see yourself 10 years from now?
`no idea leh.

12. Who currently is the most important person to you?
`most important shld b my family bah.

13. What is bothering you in your life now?
`studies next year and this boring holiday.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
`single and rich! heheh, who say we can't live without guys?

15. What are the things you wanna do?
`study well and have a very good career, so that can earn lotsa of $$$
`go paris!
`have a good relationship

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, both are the same, who will you choose?
`both the same ah? the treat me better, more good-looking, and the one i prefer in e first place?

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible that someone did to you?
`i will forgive but not forget. i'm not tt hard to get along am i?

18. How do you say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go?
`say in a sad tone? the person want to go, u oso cannot do anything.
like wat i always say, accept fate.

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, who will you pick?
`most of e time, i will wan my lover to b part of my friends. so i dun hav to pick.

20. Will you fall in love soon?
`neh, not at tis time, not at this age.

anyone wana do, just do okay! (:

boohoo, i haven post abt yesterday,
was a little too lazy la.

well, i went badminton with lots of councilors,
all of them were sec 3s la.
i went cos i wanted to play badminton
then kersien n azimah invited me along.
then i brought my didi along.

well, it's been long since i last play/see my didi play badminton
didn't know he can play tt well wor.
but anyways, i've asked e gays out next tuesday to play wif my didi
since allof us r all coped at home,
stoning all e way.

but well, had quite a fun time with them la.
no pictures taken.
aww..

for today, in e morning, i was awaken up by lotsa of smses.
from different ppl.
firstly, around 8+
belinda sent me sms, to bid goodbye.
she flying to hongkong oso,
takecare n hav fun yeah!
aft replying, i went back to slp.
then arnd 10+
marcus sms, to ask go sch buy books nid wear unifrm not.
replied saying if got parents then dun nid.
went bac to slp agn.
at 11+
zhenyuan sms me, to ask if i gg sch not.
i tink he wana noe his results for appeal la.
then wan me help him see.
but i told hi marcus gona go i tink.
then i went bac slp agn.
12+ marcus sms me agn.
he ask me whether if zhenyuan really go appeal.
then replied, n i was quite pissed.
i just wana hav a gd slp cannot ah!
i noe it's kind of late alr, but i still tired mah.
didn't went bac to slp aft tt,
cos i couldn't.
ate breakfast, and downhere blogging.

later, gona go meet lisa for lunch,
to take back my popular card
and to collect my earrings.
will take pictures of it soon,
once i'v gotten it.

music: year 3000 by jonas brothers.
thoughts: syafiq insisted me to listen to this song, but well, i shall say its really nice n catchy.
lyrics:
One day when I came home at lunchtime,
I heard a funny noise.
Went out to the back yard to find out if it was,
One of those rowdy boys.

Stood there with my neighbor called Peter,
And a Flux Capacitor.
He told me he built a time machine,
Like one in a film I've seen,
Yeah yeah... he said...

I've been to the year 3000
Not much has changed but they lived under water.
And your great great great grand daughter,
Is doing fine (is doing fine).

He took me to the future in the flux thing, and I saw everything.
Boy bands, and another one and another one ... and another one!
Girls there with round hair like Star Wars float above the floor
We drove around in a time machine,
Like the one in the film I've seen..
Yeah yeah... He said,

I've been to the year 3000.
Not much has changed but they lived under water,
And your great great great grand daughter,
Is doing fine (is doing fine).

I took a trip to the year 3000.
This song had gone multi-platinum.
Everybody bought our 7th album.
It had outsold Kelly Clarkson.
I took a trip to the year 3000.
This song had gone multi-platinum.
Everybody bought our 7th album, 7th album, 7th album.

He told me he built a time machine.
Like the one in a film I've seen,
Yeah yeah...

I've been to the year 3000.
Not much has changed but they lived under water.
And your great great great grand daughter,
Is doing fine (is doing fine).

He said, I've been to the year 3000.
Not much has changed but they lived under water.
And your great great great grand daughter,
Is doing fine (is doing fine).

He said, I've been to the year 3000.
Not much has changed but they lived under water.
And your great great great grand daughter,
Is doing fine (is doing fine).

He said, I've been to the year 3000.
Not much has changed but they lived under water.
And your great great great grand daughter,

Is doing fine (is doing fine).

memissya:(

my phone oh phone!

heyhey, wanted to buy this phone just now.

but dun hav this colour, left blue only.

but i oso dun really like it la.

so i shall wait for more phones.

patience yeah.

[in my playlist]

music: if i were a boy by beyonce

thoughts: hrd it frm mtv asia, i wonder abt this qn too.

wiggy busy}

imy.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart Optimistic and honest.
Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

well, mariah and ili sent me this.
so i shall post it.
"can seem unemotional" doesn't really sound like me eh.
hahas :D

anw, i had a long talk of 6 hrs wif karen yesterday.
we talked abt,
last year, this year, next year and guys.
frm 8pm to 2am
aren't we crazyyy. hahas :D
but i miss having long talks with her.
she's flying tmr.
urgh, back 3 weeks later.
i gona miss her so much.
in between, i tink i gona have plans
and go out wif
lisa, gays, and maybe honey.

to karen low,

my boyfrn number twoo ah, go hongkong must enjoy yourself ah. at the same time must miss we all oso hor, hahas :D Try to live wif ur cousin n aunty ah, dun lik previous time lik ur uncle lik tt. can online mus online hor! takecare and dun fall sick! try to 忍 in everything ok!

bon voyage, your boyfrn no.2, emilyong(:


&&&, wahaha
daddy gona bring me to cp n buy new phone.
scream yay wif me!!!!!!!!!

quizzzzzzzz

1.Do you believe in God?
`sometimes? but not really.

2.Who is the person you trust most?
`all my duper frens.

3.How are you feeling right now?
`look at e title of my prev post. heheh(:

4.Who was the last person you got a miss call from?
`angelina, i duno y she called me, but i tink she pressed wrongly or sth.

5.Do you have a crush on anyone?
`boohoo, i suppose no.

6.What was the last song you sang out loud?
`i hate this part by pussycat dolls.

7.Last time you smiled?
`just now while watching tvee?

8.Who were you talking on the phone last night?
`my boyfrn number 2, karen low! we had a combo of 6hours!

9.Who cares for you the most?
`family & frens.

10.Who are you missing right now?
`it's been long since i last c belinda n my kor. :c

11.Who did you last chat on MSN today?
`nobody yet.

12.Who always makes you laugh?
`a lot of ppl, i have low laughing point.

13.When did you last cry?
`tt time when i gt injured n bathe lor.

14.Who are those important to you?
Name 10.
`family
`gffs
`gaygang
`boyband
`scb+psc
`some teachers.
`pri sch frens
`relatives.
no more.

15.What does your last text message say and whom is it from.
`some sorry for late reply msg frm sotong.

16.Who was the last person who hugged you?
`kersien bah? yesterday she was trying all means to grab me n run away when azimah n angelina was walking into banquet. cause she dun lik tt place.

17.Do you love your love life?
`not yet started one yet, but not liking it.

18.Whats the nicest text in your inbox say and whom is it from.
`nicest text ah, gt ah but i deleted it away but it's on my mind. :x

19.Who gives you the best advice?
`my parents, gffs, councilors, sotong, syafiq n frens wround me.

20.What game do you play often?
`neopets? hahahahas :D

21.What feeling do you love most?
`blessed? loved? overjoyed.

22.What if your boyf two-timed you?
`i will ask him y he wana do tt, n forgiv if i love him a lot provided tt e case is not serious lor. :(

23.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
`it's been long since i last dreamt.

24.Do you speak in any other languages besides English?
`chinese n a little of broken hokkien.

25.What is life to you?
`tada look at e skin of my blog there >>>

`anyone wana do just grab n do yeah.

PURPLE- feeling a little lonely

pictures from open hse on saturday.

grabbed from cecil and azimah.

today: went school for sec one registration meeting.

gona do up the deployment later.

after that went to lunch,

wasn't feeling that hungry,

ate onigiri and milkshake.

ate,talk,crap,walk.

bused n homed.

i was in a v sian mood e whole day

i tink i didn't catch enough slp.

<>

oh, i finished reading my book

"one night stand"

was pretty horny at e last part.

hahas :D

`i gona go find more books to read.

`and i've decided to start on my homework.

`gg badminton with the senoirs this thursday.

music: single ladies by beyonce

thoughts: quite a catchy song. move it!

cause i see sunset in your eyes.

yes yes, i hate this part.

where my hair is short.

woke up early in e morning,

went to meet syafiq at bus stop,

he's late as usual.

went sch.

saw lisa, angelina n hamizah came aft a while

chat, crapped while waiting for 10 o'clock n angelina to eat her bee hoon.

then results finally came.

everybody chiong-ed to see.

then i was lik,

dun nid so gan-chiong la

then sit down there emo.

hahas :D

then went there to ask them how was it.

then hongwei told me my class.

aiya, somehow spoilt my 'wait until everybody go then c' mood.

but it's ok.

then was kinda of dissappointed still,

though it's e class i put as first choice.

haiyo, like live with it then.

was struggling to appeal not.

but after talking to fahmy, hakeem and some ppl

i tink i shall accept my fate?

lols.

work hard k, emily-kun.

talked to angelina on her stuffs, while waiting for karen.

thanks angelina for accompanying!

she left as she's meeting e cheerleaders.

then went bus stop, then talked to syakur

then back sch agn, n dancers were out.

talked to my ex-classmate's parents.

and lunched wif karen at kfc.

ate meltz again. talked a lot.

went walking n looking for v long.

ate my hot fudge sundae!

sat down outside lrt to talk more,

till her mum came.

bused n homed.

just now helped didi submit his choices.

hope can get in our sch. :)

well, overall, i'm scare i'm not able to cope in e class.

and i swear i gona make e class rara, if not i dun tink i can concentrate much.

i'm happy most of my gffs are in e same class.

e rest, jiayou okae!

[in my playlist]

music: i hate this part by pussycat dolls.

thoughts: mtv asia keep on play, then got addicted to it. kinda of sad.

are you scare it will happen,

or just pure thinking?

frankly, i duno.

boo. i'm feeling so sad,

cos i duno how i slp last nite,

e tomato on my tofu,

as you can see frm e above photo dropped out.

booo.. i gona find ways to stick it back.

and look at my eye bags.

bish* it sucks.

mummy is still not back frm genting,

shld b back tonight i guess.

daddy went kelong for fishing.

he said it somewhere on e sea where

people open fish farms?

duno la. then didi went badminton at punggol cc.

i'm left alone at home.

i'm still troubled on wat to do tmr.

im gg sch early to pass syafiq his proposal.

who ask me to b his gd fren,

so i helped him print his proposal.

then they 9.30 gt ncc,

so i guess i shld go earlier though he said it's ok

to be late, to pass him e proposal.

then aft tt i go check my class thingy,

then i'm asking honey n karen if they wana go for lunch or anything

both of them say they will gime thier ans later.

so wat can i do while waiting for them?

shall ask prasanth to open council rm for me.

then i shall find things to do.

i wana change blog song!

but imeem lik not working.

music: bb good by jonas brothers

i'm lazy to find song n lyrics, hahas

thoughts: my msg ringtone!

me love coco excotic!

i'm so in the quiz mood.

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
`somebody that i dun wan to mention.

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
`my living room.

[THREE]Your relationship status?
`single and not in the mindset to start any.

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
`yeah.

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
`flummoxed!

[SIX] What is your brother's name?
`Ong Yee Siang

[SEVEN ] What's your favorite color(s)?
`Any that's not a eyesore to my eye.

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
`Somewhere outside with my frens?
[i wana catch a movie!]

[NINE] Have a crazy side?
`Yeah, you can't stop me when i get high.

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?
`err, when i'm trying to cross e road without paying attention?

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
`SMS!

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
`not really la, if want to say oso say marcus tan.
[cos he always makes me angry]

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like.
`uhm, because i don't think i like the person?
[LOLS, complicated me.]

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
`when i bathed on that day i fell from the bike, it's super pain ok!

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
`uhm, my close frens lor, if it's do-able, i will do it.

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
`gona fall asleep still can think meh?

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
`mummy!

[EIGHTEEN] What are your favorite songs?
`mostly jonas brothers, my playlist and songs tt i feature.

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
`answering this qn?

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
`all my close frens?

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
`i duno, my mum gave it to me.

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
`neh.

[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?
`18 or 2.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Who are your friends that are closest to you?
`xinpeng, karen, amirah, singyee, belinda, angelina, adeline, man ting, marcus, syafiq.

[TWENTY -FIVE] Describe your life in one word?
`interesting?

[TWENTY-SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
`nope, maybe i can try that sometime when i hav a bf.
[hahas XD]

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?
`my brother?
cause i'm super hungry and me n my dad is waiting for him to come back for dinner

[TWENTY- EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?
`dinner-ing?

[TWENTY-NINE]
If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?
`new camera!

[THIRTY] What are you listening to?
`I'm yours by Jason Mraz.

[THIRTY-ONE] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
`Adeline.

[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
`KerSien, i was crossing the road from her bus-stop,
then she yelled :"raining alr still walk so slow!"

[THIRTY-THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?
`maybe, i oso duno. Nv go take note.

[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural hair color?
`Black, but a little brownish under sunlight.

[THIRTY-FIVE] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
`Syafiq.

music for today:

music: sorry by jonas brothers.
thoughts:
was dwnloading damn lotsa of songs for mr syafiq.
one of them is this. which i pretty like.

lyrics:
Broken hearts and last goodbyes
Restless nights but lullabies
Help to make this pain go away

I realize I let you down
Told you that I'd be around
Building up the strength just to say
I'm sorry.
For breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's on me
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way

Filled with sorrow, filled with pain
Knowing that I am to blame
For leavin' your heart out in the rain

And I know you're going to walk away
Leave me with a price to pay
Before you go I wanted to say
Yeah

That I'm sorry
For breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's on me
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way

I can't make it
Alive on my own
But if you have to go
Then please girl, just leave me alone
Because I don't wanna see, you and me
Going our separate ways
I'm begging you to stay
If it isn't too late.
I'm sorry.
For breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's on me
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
But you're already on your way

the undescribable feeling./

it's been long since i last drew this

thought shall post it, since i hav nth to post on.

went for open hse today

morning got dragged up by my dad to accompany him eat breakfast.

i'm filial daughter ok, so i went.

he forced me to eat noodles wif him, plus bandung

i din manage to finish everything though.

then went sch, was late for a few mins.

wait n wait

then got quite a number of parents come.

ushered 4 grps.

e parents all gt a lot of qns luh.

prasanth was wif me for every grp except e last.

he wanted to supervise n access me.

but ok la, had fun wif him.

somebody dun jealous hor.

kersien say today consider quite a lot.

went kfc for lunch after tt,

we crapped, joked, talked a lot.

for 2 hrs lik tt i guess.

then adeline left

so me, azimah n kersien went to walkwalk

ryan n prasanth left for home.

then they agreed to buy an OP shirt tgt.

i wan go shopping oso!

mummy faster come bac frm genting!

:(

bused wif kersien,

needa go bac sch nxt tuesday

for stuffs on registration day.

hai.. things start to come up alr.

ooh, and i'm meeting lotsa ppl

to go look at our class thingy on monday.

boohoo, all i havta do is accept fate i guess.

random quiz i saw frm cherrin's blog:

You Are Monday

Like this day of the week, you are ruled by the moon. More than anything, you are flexible. You are moody and impressionable. You are easily influenced by the world around you. And while you can be temperamental, you eventually adjust. While Mondays tend to be the hardest day for people, you don't mind getting back to regular life. You're the one waking up early and making the coffee while everyone else complains.

What Day of the Week Are You?

Quiz on class.

Survey grabbed from karen.

1. What do they call you in class?
`LIYEN!

2. Who is the most quiet in class?
`PeiYing.

3. Which teacher always gets angry with you all ?
`chen lao shi. hahas XD

4. Who is always the earliest to reach school?
`Jon/HongWei? i duno leh.

5. Who is always late enter class ?
`PA people and councilors.

6. Who is the smartest?
`Mariah Chua, Esther Goh & Clara.

7. Who always sleep in class?
`JieHao, Angelina, Fazlin?

8. Who is the leader of the class?
`CEO SingYee!

9. Which subject do you hate most?
`Maths bah?

10. What was the worst punishment in class?
`Don't have bah.

11. What do you bring to class?
`My bag, myself.

12. What is the best subject?
`Can i say none.

13. What do you always do in class?
`Chitchat & play.

14.Have you ever get scoldings from your teacher ?
`Definitely.

15.whats your position in clss for MYE ?
`mid year ah, 32/40 i tink.

16.Have you ever had become first in class?
`No luh, my class eh, very hard can.

17.who do you sit with ?
`Before exams and DnT is YuXiang in class, sci lab is Syafiq.
`After exams and art is Honey.

18.people around you ?
`In class,
left> yuxiang,
right> imran/syafiq,
front> hamizah
behind> cupboard.

it's 2.16am and i'm not aslp.

1. Each blogger must post this rules.
2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, their ten things and post these rules. You need to choose ten people to get tagged and choose their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and to read your blog.

1. My name is Emily Ong Li Yen
2. Amani Aiko in japanese.
3. I don't mind you calling me tomato.
4. I'm basically having sleeping disorders recently.
5. I need somebody to say goodnight to me so that i can sleep.
6. Bid goodbye before you leave me, cause i don't like it when people doesn't do that. It's a term of respect for me. hahas :D
7. I crave for very random things everytime.
8. I have this habit of smsing people, therefore my bill always can't help to burst.
9. I HATE my haircut.
10.I wana watch that wateva perfect snogging movie.

Now tag 10 people to do the quiz:
(all in alphabetical order)
`you bored you do ok. :)

boo:(

hai.. was blogshopping all along
aft lisa asked me to look at some cute earrings.
was kinda cute sia.
me n her bought one each.
thanks lisa for the lobang.
hahas :D

tmr gona go sch for open hse.
then gona go lunch wif sexy boy, adeline.
then more plans coming
but not yet.
lols.

belinda n karen gona fly to hongkong,
oh no, it will b so boring without them.
mummy gona go genting wif my aunties tonite until sunday
hai...

all i can do is to wait n wait
wait for my hair to grow long long,
then i wana go rebond.
boohoo. i hate ya tt hairdresser!
:(

oh ya e KO ONE inside de character

call wang ya se, he's e fahrenheit's kelvin

he likes to recite famous quotes

which i tink is kinda of cool

shakespear say:

"to be or not to be, that's a question."

music: bao hu se by lan yi cheng

thoughts: v nice song, known frm KO ONE

lyrics:
想對你說的　

讓他先說了

從此只能　猜測

你流淚是因為　快樂

想要給你的　

他先給你了

從此只能　負荷

寂寞和愛　

本來能分割

祝福你是 我的保護色

專心扮演朋友的角色

在你們擁抱的那一刻

我心一分為二

欺騙你是 我的保護色

甘心做個愛情的弱者

真愛不死就能逃得遠遠的

等待是我職責

路越走越曲折　

不能回頭了

能傷害我的　

都是我愛的

還保護什麼　

還保護什麼

祝福你是 我的保護色
專心扮演朋友的角色
在你們擁抱的那一刻
我心一分為二

欺騙你是 我的保護色
甘心做個愛情的弱者
真愛不死就能逃得遠遠的
等待是我職責

cause it's empty./

find this pic rather cute.
recently i nv take picture
becos of my haircut
and also nv go out
therefore, no pictures of meh!

went to collect my didi psle results wif him
was rather dissappointing la.
but nvm,
ppl say, no point crying over spilled milk,
i say no point being sad over spilled milk.
lols.

still rmb e time i went to collect mine,
my dad went wif me.
this time i went wif my didi.
well tt time, aft i collect
still rmb i shed a little tears,
cos e results were not wat i expected lor.
but come to tink of it,
it's not tt bad actually.
only tt i could not get into my dream sch.
but i manage to go, during my exchange programme.
:)

cvss was my third choice, i'm lucky i din get in hai sing catholic.
becos isabella was suffering?
she nids to wake up super early in e morning for bus la.
pathetic her.
toking abt schs, still rmb my first 3 choices of sch
was e same as honey,
her agg score oso same as me.
it's lik we r fated to b tgt.
hahas :D

guess, mummy gona put cvss as my didi's first choice.
i've thought abt it before,
n even share it wif syafiq.
advantage of him comig out sch
to me is,
i can know/look/see what he doing in sch
and makes sure that he doesn't go astray.
disadvantage is,
wat i do he oso can noe,
frm my experience frm pri sch.
if there a rumours or etc, boys tt i noe
lik e gay gang, wil definitely go tell him.
then if he tells my mum, i gona b doom.

oh syafiq claims tt we shld rename
gay gang as some gd-looking gang.
but too bad, i dun care.
i got to use to it, can't change in a sudden moment
he commented tt at least shld giv him e credit.
booshitzxz dude. hahas :D
oh n they went jogging today, at hougang stadium
wanted to find them, cos it was rather near my hse,
but well, i'm too lazy.
heheh. :D

one fine boring afternoon}

random quiz!

1. My friends . . .
`they rocks!

2. I am listening to . . .
`nil, but watching ‘KO ONE’ currently at ep 11

3. Maybe i should learn . . .
`some self-discipline and perhaps a musical instrument

4. I love ...
`my family, my stuffs, my frens.

5. My plan . . .
`to score well n have a gd career to earn lots of $$$
[plus to have a gd love relationship when i grow up]

6. I dont understand . . .
`lotsa of things tt can pop out frm my mind

7. I lost . .
`lotsa of things? But can’t seem to name any.

8. People say . . .
`I’m weird but a cheerful girl.

9. I am missing . . .
`the times in sch, wif all my frens.

10. Love means . . .
`twoo person being tgt no matter how hard it is?

11. Somewhere, someone is ...
`cursing me?

12 . I am always searching for . . .
`the answer to my WHY

13. Forever seems . . .
`very verry verrry longggg n impossible

14. I never want to . . .
`smoke?

15. My mobile phone ...
`is so silent. Ring to make it lively pls.

16. When i wake up in the morning ...
`I check out e time.

17. I get annoyed when . . .
`ppl lie to me or disturbs me.

18. Parties are . . .
`noisy but fun.

19 . Hugs or kisses ?
`hugs. Cos I tink can feel e warm more.

20. Today i . . .
`watched ate curry puff!

21. Tmr i will be . . .
`accompanying my didi to get his PSLE results.
*prays hard that it's gona b ok.

22. I really want . . .
`to slim down n get duper good results. N this thing call love.

23. i . . .am
`stoning, rotting at home.

24. What is your phone brand ?
`nokia

25. What are the last three digit of your phone number ?
`329

26. What does the second message says in ur inbox ?
`no msg in my inbox

27. Who was the last person u rang ?
`heheheheh

28. Who was the last missed call from ?
`Dad

29. What does the oldest messenge from ur inbox says ?
`no msg la.

30 . Who comes up after " J " ?
`james teo

40. Go to ur send message - wat does the tenth message says ?
`no msg

41. Who is ur network provider ?
`singtel

42. How many message are there in ur inbox ?
`zerooooo

43. Who do u have on speed dial three ?
`mummy

44. If you are on prepaid card , how much credits do you have ?
`mine is line.

45. Who's the first person who comes up after "C" ?
`carmen

46. What do you have as ur main ring tone ?
`hypnotized

47. Pass this quiz to ten ppl .
`hey ppl, u bored u do. as simple as that. (:

i needa kick off the habit./

smile people smile, people smile smile! :)

YAY!
changed blogskin
because the previous one,
it just can't seem to leave a paragraph.
i have type 'bracket br' myself
so i got a little tired of it.
searched for quite a long time
and finally found this.
good things are hard to find aren't they.
it is sort of similiar with the previous one,
especially the colour.
but well, these are the colour combination i like.
the four colours,
hot pink, light blue, lime green and bright yellow.
just like my tagboard. :D

the whole afternoon i was watching
终级一班
KO one in english
was quite long ago de show,
but like i really no show to watch le.
some watch liao then don't like.
find the show kinda funny. hahas :D

music for today:
终级一班 by tank.
thoughts: currently at ep 6

retarded :B

yay! i love cutetaye nigel, my duper nephew

beside him was mykiel, my another niece

these r pics i took during family gathering

<>

#o1 . The person who taqqed you is ?

`weijie

#o2 . You relationship with Him/Her .

`frens, classmates.

#o3 . Your 5 impresion of Him/Her .

`nice, quiet, playful, quite friendly, always ask me gt wat homework durin sch days.

#o4 . The most memorable thinq that He/She has done for you .

`err duno.

#o5 . The most memorable thinq that He/She has said to you .

`jiayou? hahas i oso duno.

#o6 . If He/She becomes your LOVER , Thinqs He/She has to improve is ?

`wun de la.

#o7 . If He/She becomes your enemy , you will ?

`duno leh, dun care lor.

#o8 . What is the thinq that you want to tell Him/Her now ?

`err.. how's life?

#o9 . Your overall impresion of Him/Her .

`good, not bad. hahas(:

e rest i did le, can go my achieve c.

eh.. i miss my old fringe..

my hair! :c

*prays hard tt it grows super fast.

met up wif honey today,

89-ed to pasir ris n then to chalet.

angelina n jie hao was bored lik hell.

larry n jon was living in their own world i guess.

ooh.. those tt saw my hair, i noe it sucks.

reached then went cycling, walking there took us

40 mins? we walked a big round n v long distance la.

rent bike for 2hrs,

cycled for 1hr. halfway through e boys

went to find siyuan n co.

then we 3 girls went cycling, n i fell down.

great job ongliyen, it was pain i can say,

but yeah, i tis thick skin de, ok for me.

even if not ok oso mus b ok,

i dun wan scare angelina n honey sia.

they lik shock dao, so shall not scare them further.

then went to toilet n wash my injuries.

was damn pain when wind blow.

returned bike, walked bac to chaler aft an hr,

cos singyee reach le, cannot kp her waiting.

back to chalet, singyee took her pe pants n left.

boys came bac n they went home!

so bad luh.

e 3 of us manage to set up fire, thanks to some random uncle

who were doing some construction stuffs at e side.

then e fire jus became bigger, n we duno wat to do.

so asked some boys beside our pit there for help.

thanks yeah.

bbq-ed n food was quite nice luh, esp e prawn ball.

we drank drinks frm bowl,

i left lik some gangsters lik tt.

hahas :D but e pathetic 3 of us manage to survive

n settled our dinner, i feel so proud of ourselves.

hahas :D

sth learnt frm pahang trip,

surviving skills, tomake use of limited resources.

sth i learnt frm athira..

hope she is reading.. hahas :D

aft tt we were lik playing sicssors paper stone

to finish up e food.

all of us lik eat until cannot breathe.

xin peng went home.

waited wif angelina for her parents.

uhm, i feel sad for her.

cheer up girl, fail alr jus stand up n try agn, until can ok?!

跌倒了，再爬起来。

tt's wat i said to her when i fell,

and she was lik

"tt's my liyen"

hahas, sounds lik my mum or sth.

i helped hr pack up e room.

when gg up e stairs saw 2 cats mating,

hahas can say is quite interesting la, first time c mah.

then she bathed, i bored so called n chatted.

asked dad to wait for me a while more,

cos angelina parents haven come.

but i was talking on my phone, n she was too aft a while.

hahas, at a point of time i hrd noises outside so i went to c,

then she screamed, becos i say ltr gt sth pop out when she open e door.

hahas. v scary lor.

her parents came, then went to find dad.

on e way home, dad ask me call angel to tell her TPE gt heavy traffic jam

but when i called they alr there.

hahas too bad lor.

homed n bathed, i was lik gona cry while bathing,

e injuries were damn pain, i had a fast one.

dad say tmr will b more pain,

cos when i slp e leg wil b straight, so e water or duno wat will dry on ur skin

so when i bend my leg, e tink will crack, which will b painful.

aww manzxz... :c

will do quiz tmr.

music: i'm yours by jason mraz

thoughts: addicted to this song recently, my msg ringtone.

you make me happy, when skies are grey.

I grabbed it frm olivia’s blog. Cos u noe, I’m too bored.


10 Questions on your classmates :
Q1. WHO IS THE MOST HANDSOME IN YOUR CLASS?
`err can I say I refuse to answer this question.


Q2. WHO IS THE MOST CUTE IN YOUR CLASS?
`uhm, yu xiang? Hahas :D


Q3. WHO IS THE MOST PRETTY IN YOUR CLASS?
`Belinda bah.


Q4. WHO IS THE MOST TALKATIVE IN YOUR CLASS?
`my class de people all quite talkative wan, esp after a test/exam.
But we are super quiet during lessons.
To say e most talkative, shld b vanessa. Hahas :D


Q5. WHO IS THE MOST QUIET IN YOUE CLASS?
`omg, there’s lik countless la. I shall say peiying. Hahas :D


Q6. WHO IS THE MOST LOUD SPEAKER IN YOUR CLASS?
`mansor, jon n Vanessa!
But most of the time is jon.


Q7. WHO IS THE MOST CLEVER IN YOUR CLASS?
`Mariah, esther goh, clara, chingying. All e smarty pants.


Q8. WHO IS THE MOST FUNNIEST IN YOUR CLASS?
`syafiq I guess.


Q9. WHO IS THE MOST OBEDIENT IN YOUR CLASS?
`those smarty pants lor. All of them are e most la.


Q10. WHO IS THE MOST NAUGHTY IN YOUR CLASS?
`larry, jon, mansor, syafiq, Eugene. N sometimes, weijie n imran.
But if most, I shall say jon. :o


TAGG THE NEXT 3 PPL WHICH YOU WANT THEM TO DO
`Angelina, Belinda, Karen.

dun gime false hope.

boohoo, i went to curl my hair

n i tink it's not nice

so i shall not take my fringe.

so stupid la, i merely went to curl my hair

then e person say cut oso

the cut until damn not nice.

help me curl de hairstyle oso not nice.

haix... i was v sad yesterday.

i miss my fringe n long hair!

:'(

i not gona go there again.

grow hair grow please.

grow fast fast.

gona go chalet tmr,

today got family gathering, cannot go.

hai...

hope its ok.

n i duno if i gona stay overnite not.

n i nid $$

didi gona go camp too

frm tmr to tuesday evening i tink

20 nov is e day for his release of results.

i gona go accompany him go.

my hair sucks.

yay! pictures from outing that time wif boyband.

grabbed all from angelina's blog.

hahas, thanks girl for taking the photos!

no pictures for prom night.

will grab from cecil or sth.

well, i didn't embarass myself

hahas, it was super tiring.

my legs got blister.

i feel so sorry for dad,

i ask him wait for me outside at ten

in e end 11+ then end.

hahas :D

anw, mark is so hot,

i wan his number!

i told mr sara this, n he gav me this shock face.

oh, he told me he is sure he is teaching me nxt yr.

he said they deployed our classes alr.

will noe e results soon.

ooh.. so i guess i will either go triple sci or combine sci

cos only both classes hav pure bio.

aft prom nite went to eat supper,

had beancurd, it's super nice.

well prom nite overall was ok, i had lots of screaming.

all e best to all graduates yeah!

urgh, u i jus simply sucked.

uhm, walked a lot today

went marina square

then esplanade

then far east plaza.

it was my first time there.

i will definitely go shop there someday.

hai.. at e end of e day, i still did not get my ice cream.

frm craving for it, until dun wana eat alr.

e rest of boyband ate rocky road at mrs fields.

then camwhored at esplanade, jumped lik some crazy ppl

and saw some couple kissing.

dinner-ed with karen.

ate burger king. then bused as usual.

bought a friendship band that all of us got ourselves.

that's e only thing i bought for today.

prom night's tmr.

i'm nervous, i'ma afraid i will embarass myself

like i usually do.

but most of them are pretty excited.

especially somebody...

have to meet at 2 to rehearse,

ending at 10.

late wor.

nid to prepare plaster,

lik my leg always hurts wearing tt black shoe.

boo.

not to like/love.

gg out wif boyband.

actually dun feel lik gg de.

but i dun wan dissappoint dearest sexy boy, adeline tan

so decided to go lor.

i'm troubled on wat to wear.

xoxoxoxo!

hai, last nite i lik sms till crazy wif syafiq!

we crazy wan lor, both of us cannot slp

then we talk abt a lot of stuffs on relationship.

hahas :D

i always discover sth new when i talk to him

n i discovered lots last nite.

oh n i fell aslp first.

heheheh.

this morning eh, i set my alarm at 10

but i woke up at 12.30

n we r suppose to meet at 1.30

but actually can still b on time de.

but karen release late oso so postponed to 2

ooh, n my phone e battery spoilt i guess.

after i charge is full battery,

after an hour or so become low battery.

a bit weird la.

nvm, i gona get a new one sooon.

k la shall post after i come back.

byebye(:

music: live your life by T.I feat rihanna

thoughts: i dun really now wat e mtv for tis song talking abt la, but quite nice song.

flummoxed./

heyhey, let's hav an update on my playlist;
`when i grow up by pussycat dolls
`so what by pink
`the flavour of life (japanese song)
`right where you want me by jesse mccartney
`yan hai gong lu de chu kou by S.H.E
`funhouse by pink
`hot n cold by katy perry
`suddenly i see by KT Tunstall
`yang guang zhai nan by jay chou
`wo jiu shi zhe yang by liu li yang
`mi mi ji di by bang bang tang
`dui bu qi by wangzi


:)

yay! i got super good news.

aneesa not gona immigrate to malaysia, and is staying in singapore!

still gona study in our sch, still part of scb, still my buddy!

wahahahahahahahahahahah.....

anw, i came across this website of ur japanese name frm jeslyn's blog.

http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/969/

so, my japanese name is:

emily ong = Amami (heavenly ocean) Aiko (child of the morning sun)

sort of like the meaning of 'child of the morning sun'

then finished watching hot shot

oh my goodness, is super nice can,

especially e last episode. but thought tt e ending could be elaborae further.

but well, it's a nice show. among e top la in my list of fave show.

nth to do must go watch ok. u wun regret de la.

especially boys.

show lou zi xiang is soo cute, wu zun is so cool, yan chen xun is so dao.

gona go find new shows to watch.

i'm lovin' it! :)

heheh my didi drew this alien?

i oso duno, thought it was cute

so took picture of it.

yesterday was high and low.

hahas :D

let me elaborate further.

as usual, actually me and syafiq promised cannot late agn wan lor

but marcus gg to meet syafiq at his hse first

so in e end, still late.

i was out of hse alr lor when syafiq told me tt

so i was walking lik some old woman taking a stroll in e park

waiting for marcus to reach his hse.

reached mrt station

i missed 3 trains ok,

when e 4th one came i smsed syafiq if marcus reached.

he alr reach alr lor, but he forget tell me.

urgh, then i missed e 4th train while smsing.

so when reached there, they bought their bubble tea.

first time they wait for me, not i wait for them.

but oso even la, i waited alone at e mrt station.

bought my strepsils and honey green tea+pearl!

my favourite.

headed to anchorvale cc.

we walked there frm cp.

was quite far.

on e way, they were teasing me la.

then at a point of time they were shouting to attract attention..

i feel lik i duno them can. so no face. hahas :D

reached there, booked court

super much cheaper than skcc de can.

oh n i forgt to pay them..

hahas next time then.

watch them play.. v sian lor

whole hall only 2 courts playing..

then they kp on doing funneh stuffs.

we booked frm 2 to 5

but one+ alr start playing liao.

they were lik running across 3 courts.

hahas v fun la, but i din hav e energy to join them.

then played doubles vs singles.

i was wif syafiq

then kp on purposely play over my head.

so scary,

&&& e net was my height.

i feel so insulted. hahas

when i play n i look across.

i cannot c marcus face, neither can he c mine

cos i' too short then e top of e net block.

but well, girls cannot too tall oso..

no offence to those tall girls.

at 3 hakim came..

they play play play

hakim is still e mr sunshine cum smile.

wateva he do oso smile wan la.

then his 'ah' or 'shit' all v funneh.

then he kp on say wat bleach de 'power'?

i oso duno.

then i played wif marcus.

i so noob... eh but i still gt score ok.

i play a while tired alr la.

sweat a lot man. hair all over my head.

realise tt my hand lik no energy de, can't really smack.

noobshitzxz!

then change courts here n there.

marcus only brought 5 shuttle cocks,

all 5 play until break.

imagine how hard they hit.

then hakim n marcus went cp to buy.

me n syafiq sit down there emo..

hahas :D ok la we chatted on lots of stuffs.

then make me emo. oso not really emo la.

jus confused.

then they bac, left only 10 mins to 5

then we go use other ppl de court

peihwa sec was having their training there

ah pang, according to how they call him,

their last time de badminton coach was oso there.

felt tt he slimmed down, hahas

then they continue playing somemore,

cos my sweat dry alr, so i dun wan play anymore

was watching e girls having their gymnastic class and

some old uncles playing badminton,

v funneh ah their reaction.

this part of e day was e low part, cos quite bored.

then they play play

decide to go off at arnd 6+

hakim went bac home,

3 of us went to dinner

was having a hard time deciding wat to eat,

cos i gt sore throat, but lik everything oso fried food,

so dun care. ate kfc.

i tried cheesy meltz.

was rather nice.

but super fulling.

well aft eating we were lik joking n crapping there.

they kp on force me to choose between 2 guys.

i didn't choose lor, they say wat then i talk back. heheh.

then crapped until 8+

waited at e cp bus stop there for marcus de mum to fetch him.

they were still insisting me to choose between 2 guys,

not to choose them la. then well, i finally chose.

hahas :D they were lik

'i feel so good.'

cos i finally chosen.

his mum came, then me n syafiq walked bac to his bus stop there,

asked dad to fetch me somewhere there.

all e way walking, we were talking abt their camp.

hope it's ok. he lik v stress, cos he OIC

well, i noe his feeling la.

then reached bus stop, he say he gentleman, wait wif me.

hahs then chatted.. saw some basketball guys

so ask him go first. bt in e end, oso not frm our sch de.

hahas but nvm, dun wan ppl to misunderstd n i can save explaination

if my dad arrived n saw us tgt.

well during dinner was 'high' part la.

had lots of laughters.

becos we craps and jokes a lot when we r tgt

therefore we enjoys each other's company.

i tink tt's wat they feel too bah.

uhm, i sort of envy e way of their parent's perspective.

cos they wun lik misunderstd if they c a guy n a girl tgt.

maybe becos i'ma girl, then parents will b more protective.

if it's my parents they will ask lor.

then i mus make my explaination, make my stand clear.

so when i was in e car i told my dad abt marcus n syafiq.

i feel better when i tok to my dad

cos he understd n trust me more.

well, i hav to thank him for fetching me, cos i was feeling v lazy.

homed, bathed n played ps2

cos i can't slp.

my running nose ah, kp on sneeze then v cold

i was shivering last nite.

it took me 2 hrs or so to get myself aslp.

this morning 8+ wake up alr

slping disorder la me. everyday so early wake up.

[music in playlist]

music: wo jiu shi zhe yang by liu li yang

thoughts: nice n powerr song. hahas

lyrics:

我就是这样

天马行空的磁场

或许你还不习惯

我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样

注定和你不一样

谢谢你欣不欣赏

我的风格是限量

摊开的手掌

柔软又刚强

t:（十指纤长 指尖藏着一鼓力量）

安静的目光 温柔却也狂放

t:（眼神明亮 有好多话想对你讲）

我独特的模样

是全新的信仰

我就是这样

天马行空的磁场

或许你还不习惯

我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样

注定和你不一样

谢谢你欣不欣赏

我的风格是限量

rap(tank):

你不会躲在

不长不短的裙摆耍无赖太依赖

都不符合你的心态乖乖早过了时代

怪怪才有人青睐不需要表态

让大家慢慢猜

既古代又现代

爱hip hop也爱李白是女孩像男孩

这次出场注定精彩我嗅到英雄神采

我瞄到美人姿态多变的节拍

接下来该是你拽

诗人的滥觞

刻板的印象

t:（没有文字 足以介绍你的出场）

你爱晒太阳

我赏我的月亮

t:(井水河水 各自徜徉各的海洋 )

想发出一道光

让世间不平凡

我就是这样

天马行空的磁场

或许你还不习惯

我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样

注定和你不一样

谢谢你欣不欣赏

我的风格是限量

温柔 倔强 勇敢 都是我

我拥有太多

不同基因

安静 吵闹 沉默 都是我分钟

不同的颜色

我就是这样

天马行空的磁场

或许你还不习惯

我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样

注定和你不一样

谢谢你欣不欣赏

我的风格是限量

我就是这样

天马行空的磁场

或许你还不习惯

我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样

注定和你不一样

谢谢你欣不欣赏

我的风格是限量

nah, after much tinking.