Tuesday, February 23, 2010

none.


okay, i think Logan Lerman is hot here.
the camera his holding is hot too.
therefore, itsa hot photo!

it's gona be wednesday tomorrow
and i think time really flies.
it's the last week of me being the head of student council,
last week being one of the member in exco,
last week i can stand up on stage and say the pledge
last week wearing my head of student council badge.
this is kinda sad, but the old one don't go, the new one doesn't come
so yeah, i guess it's time we hand over to the next batch.
and i really hope they will do me proud.
i could still remember Azimah talking to me regarding
what i can write for my head of student council speech and etc.
Now it's my turn to do so.

oh yeah, i was so agitated and pissed when the people wasn't listening
during the assembly time, when the 8 of them made their speech
they don't know how nervous and how much confidence and self-encouragement
we need to put in and have in order to complete it.
i gotta admit, i myself was damn nervous
i was afraid something might screwd up,
and i was feeling nervous for the 8 of them as well.
i guess i was more nervous this time than last year,
when i was the one making the speech.
oh well, im weird.

and, this thursday is sorta gona be my last full board.
oh my god, im so gona miss my duties
though i always complain that im sooo busy
and how i wish i can be just like a normal student
going home straight after school,
completing their homeworks like how they eat peanuts. (this is just a random analogy)
oh well, i shall post more on this.
oh yeah, investiture is this coming monday.
oh my goodness.

i received my present from zy and fiq le.
thanks a lot you two!
zy wrote me a card, which i think is very funny la.
was impressed though.

i have got no mood for homework
because im emo-ing over this council thing.
i still need to come up with my speech.
gosh, this is killing me.
i think i don't need to sleep already.

i still got a chinese compo to chiong.
omg.
but im having a million feelings running all over my body right now,
i got so much to say.
so i shall blog first.

oh yeah, i realised something,
this thing had happened to people i know too.
when you like someone, the someone don't like you
when you like that someone, that someone begins to like you.
Is this a cycle or what?
It's giving me headaches and making me distracted.

i need help because there's so many things in my mind,
and there's so many things to do.

sometimes, i just don't get how some people think
well, i guess its something which make some of us different.

oh yeah people please go and cast your votes now!!!!
lead portal ah!

music: ai yi zhi chun zai - liang wen ying

here comes a feeling
that you thought you had forgotten.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

i love my little retard gong.

hello all, i have been very HAAAPY these days.
HAHA :D let me give you the updates of my life. hoho

alright 15 feb;
second day of cny
i went mummy's office in the morning.
was a little terrified of the dogs there.
after that got burger from macs for brunch
cause i was too hungry
then got some pervertic guys that i encountered over there.
after which went to second uncle house for lunch
was so bored lor. played daidi
my cousins were forcing me to eat their new year goodies
was duper full. rotted there while waiting for the adults
to finish their mahjiong and proceed to second aunt house for dinner
haha, was so hot lor the weather.
chatted with kahmin regarding some family issues.
iphone and kah min accompanied me through out. haha :D

16 feb, third day of cny
i went to first uncle house in the noon for lunch
steamboat!
after that around late afternoon
went third aunt's house, which is kah min's house la.
for dinner. hmmm, was watching tv all the way
and got entertained by my niece and nephews.
damn cute la they all.
homed. did homeworks just one. haha :D

17 feb, wednesday, fiq's birthday
i forgot to wish him during the midnight though i was awake.
felt so guilty.
wished him the first thing i saw him
couldn't focus during lessons,
was so tired lor. eyes wana close alr.
went to get his belated present with sotong.
got him a football! ^^
better work hard ah you.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

18 feb, thursday, my birthday, boyband's 20th.
haha, lisa was the first one to wish me! :)
then followed by many others.
i shall give comments to the presents i received.
according to those who gave me first yeah.
thanks aneesa and cedric for the bear and aneesa's card!
haha, they are my best buddies!
you guys jiayou for your sec 3 ok!
though it's gona be hard, must pull it through!!
next, thank you boyband for the fanboard!
was sooo shock and touched. haha
oh they put my paiseh photo the biggest.
i think they spent quite an amount
for my BBQ chicken dinner, arcade, and fanb0ard.
i told man ting i saw so many photos on the fan board very happy but very guilty also
cause printing photos needs money!
but really need to thank you guys a lot!
hmm, knowing you guys really made a difference in my life.
really hope we will last long!
thanks adeline and man ting the post you guys posted! ^^
to side track a little, just let me say this.

each of us will definitely have our flaws.
to me, true friends are people who understand and accept the flaws we have.


ok, back to topic.
thank you singyee for the music box!
it was really nice. :)
thank you hongwei and yuxiang for the cute thingy
haha, really love playing that!
so convenient to bring around somemore.
can really occupy time. haha :D
thank you fadhil for the crystal thing,
i will grow it later or sth. hahaha :D
thank you eugene tan for the soft toy.
was so surprised.
thank you ms lim for the card and the flower.
cried badly after reading her card
feel sad, happy, touched. mixed feelings.
had a kinda long talk with her while she passed the present to me
i will do you proud ms lim!
thank you jane for the card!
after school many random people especially my sec 3 councilors
were wishing me happy birthday
my SL group sang me a shot birthday song. haha thanks a lot!


for my belated presents,
thank you marcus tan for the sunny twin and card!
was very shock that he will do a card for me.
oh, and it was his usual sotong. haha
thank you aufar for the soft toy!
it was really cute and pink. haha
thank you imran for the jewel box and card!
haha, don't worry it didn't spoil :)
i have yet to receive my belateed present from zy and fiq
haha, cause fiq didnt come school. tsk tsk tsk.
thanks all for the wishes!
i personally one by one went to thank the people that had wished me on facebook
haha cause i really want to show my most sincere gratitude. :)
at night, went dinner at white sands at some thai restaurant
had pineapple fried rice. was really nice.
but the sprite over there got the chlorine smell or sth
bought coco exotic for birthday cake. damn awesome :)


19 feb, friday, fadhil's birthday
haha i shared present with marcus
i wrote a card for him
i stated i love the way how fiq, his and my birthday sticks together
it's making our friends go broke. but i really love the feeling
it's as though the 3 of us has some secret connection.
the 2 of them ask me for a seoul garden meal today
but wanted to rest at home and finish up homeworks
so i rejected them, feel so bad. but yeah.
haha, but fadhil was so happy when i pass him the present.
he was laughing nonstop
glad to see him react this way. hahaha XD
oh, this day is also the day where many teachers suddenly pms
not many, but just two of them.
had dinner with boyband, and took photos!
shall upload it on facebook later.


today 20 feb
KO3-ed damn nice la this time's episode.
was so high when i finish watching it.
after homework, at night will be dinner at fourth uncle house.
visiting with friends tmr! imma so excited! wooo!


let me update on the things i need to do
- election script
- english summary
- A maths workbook
- chinese compo
- chemistry worksheet
- geography workbook
- physics test and worksheet
- e maths textbook
anymore? i hope not.


oh, how come my nuffnang polls,
justin bieber more than jonas brothers?
how can?!
nvm, im gona go change it.
do vote ok! :)


music: all the right moves - one republic

Sunday, February 14, 2010

let's just think about it honey


hello all, greeting you with this damn feel-like-smacking-me face.
haha :D


anyway, i was feeling so down just now
after watching my ko3
this time the episode damn sad la.
im currently wearing this pink shirt.
my shirt for the first day of new year.
and yes, this mean that i've just camwhored.
hahaha, cause i got nothing better to do.
my relatives only starts coming at around late afternoon
then now like nothing to do.
facebook is kinda boring.
twitter like duno what to update.
and i cant find much nice photos to reblog.
gah, life's boring.


shall go get myself a packet of pokka green tea and eat the new year goodies.
manzx, i think my cough is coming back.


music: let's just fall in love again - jason castro.



and oh, we'll dance around it all night

and then i'll follow you outside

and try to open up my mouth

and nothing comes out right.


i don't feel so alone.

hello all here to post.
it's now time 1.47am
so it means its 14 feb.
therefore wana wish you guys a
happy cheena new year and happy valentines day ok.
those without boyfriend/girlfriend,
don't worry being single ain't too bad.
im living a damn awesome single life over here.
because having people like the gays, boyband and girlfriends are more than enough :)
okay i shall blog about friday.

12 feb.
went to school, first thing first fitzgerald was the first one to
wish me and give me v day/appreciation day gift.
he gave me a rose.
was very nice luh.
though i mentioned that i don't like rose
perhaps its just the smell bah.
cause when i receive it, i really thought it was really beautiful
moreover, it start to bloom when i put it in water when i got back home
cause it was in a state where its withering.
this made me amazed somehow.
i didn't know how rose, the used to i dislike a lot flower can be so attractive.
haha, so i came up with a conclusion that,
i just don't like the smell of it. not the flower totally.
mark gave me a pink one too. the one he gave was alright,
also in the water now. but it sort of survived longer without water
because it didn't start to wither or anything.

jon gave me a fake blue flower.
well i guess both fake and real has its pros and cons.
but i think this is the first time i received flowers from guys.
haha :D
thanks for the flowers guys!
oh my mum got a little suspicious when i came back home.
she was like "why they give you flower" and etc.

then i received cookies, more chocolates, muffins and sweets.
thanks many huh people!
i bought MARS and gummies for my friends.
i feel so guilty that i didn't write any message for my close friends.
boyband especially, wait for our monthsary kay.

lessons were pretty ok.
bio test was fine.
chinese was slackish
and chemistry was omg.
hahahaha :D
performance was kinda ok.
thought the whole things was quite fast though.

talking about outing now.
oh before that i wana say,
sometimes having telepathy with somebody ain't good.
wana know more about this?
ask me personally, but it depends if i want to tell you anot.
hahahaha, naughty ong li yen.

anyway, i knew something fishy was going on.
because many people came wishing happy birthday to me
when it wasn't my birthday.
true enough boyband gave me a surprise.
haha they showed me a video they make
in the morning, where they met at 630
xin ku ni men le!
was very touched ah, then they suddenly appear with a cake and singing the birthday song.
hahaha :D too bad i didnt cry la, cause the last part of the video was quite funny
and everything came to sudden for me to react.
after that bused to ehub.
went to eat BBQ chicken. was damn nice.
thanks to boyband for the treat!
feel like a doted girl can. hahaha.
after which smuggled in cup walker
and caught "percy jackson and the lightning thief"
didn't want to catch this movie at first
but i kinda got convinced by the boys.
haha so yeah, it was a great movie
all of us missed the starting of the movie
cause we were still eating dinner.
so yeah was quite blur at first.
then we were talking so much as though the whole cinema belonged to us.
especially those sitting around me la. haha :D
but oh well, the good thing was we didn't get scolded or what.

after that went to arcade and bowl.
hoho we bowl till 11+ la. damn late.
but i had fun though im the lowest :X
im still gona shout "team jacob" the next time i plays it.
i don't know why maybe it just works.
hahahaha :D taylor lautner is hot.
that guy in the movie was hot too.
:)

bused home. reach home around 12+
lucky parents didn't say much
i slept straight away.
tired like crazy.

today 13 feb.
i packed my room.
my dog tunnel is cleared now.
then my family ate pizza hut for dinner
that prosperity bloom pizza is nice like crazy.
the warm muffin with ice cream never fails to make my taste bud scream.
nice like crazy also. was going to go bonkers at pizza hut la,
too full already.
after that homed and i finished up my macarons
while watching channel 102. ^^
oh i find the chocolate flavour one the best.
thanks sotong. :)
i shall finish up on the cake boyband gave tmr.
i ate two slice of it alr. :D

tmr. it's first day of chinese new year
which mean all my relatives gona come.
i find my ongies very cool because we sort of have this
time table for all of us one.
first day = my house
second day = second aunt and second uncle's house
oh but morning need to go mummy's office first
third day = third aunty and first uncle house i think
so on and yeah.
i wish to go for a visiting with my friends.
i shall plan that with the cheena friends again.
malay friends i think mostly are taking a break.
rest well yeah you guys
some whom i know are working,
jiayou too! don't overwork ya!

okay hope new year's gona be a great one.
i don't feel my anticipation for it.

music: vanilla twilight

but it's not the same without you,

because it takes two to whisper quietly

Monday, February 8, 2010

cherry tomatoes

Hello all, here to update.
have been feeling a little vexed + stress + cannot be bothered recently.
oh using weird formulas like this is my new language.
don't you think you can easily understand,
and at the same time easily express yourself by this way?
cool ain't it. manzx, i rock! :D
hahaha lol, see la gone bonkers due to homework already.


anyway, next post maybe a chart.
haha i will tell you why and i will see how.
im still stuck with writing this compo called fame.
i've got the idea, but its always the complication im not good at.
then will lead to anti-climax like that.
maybe this is something that's not encouraging me to write further.
oh well, i bought this new A5 book for phrase book
because i think the exercise books from the school,
the quality seriously cannot make it.
so yeah, im a person where the things for to study is fine and great = motivation to study.
so yeah, and i promise myself i will fill up this new phrase book with all i could,
provided that all phrases should be usable.\
as in i will really use de.
jiayou. :D


oh yeah just recovered from my fever yesterday
but im still having my cough.
currently having a nose block too
because my dad just tried on some flowery powder
and yeah my nose is sensitive.
hmm, im not typical girls that likes roses
seriously among all flowers the one i dislike the most
should be roses lor, the smell makes me giddy n wana puke.
however, bandung tastes great.
gah, im just weird.


music: oh dakota - a rocket to the moon.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

at lost.

i want to feel free with no worries like this girl in the photo.
i want to visit a place probably at switzerland or new zealand,
where i can get to see countless tulips,
hopefully accompanied by a nice sky and my canon 500D.

have been playing basketball recently
to keep myself from thinking too much.
and at the same time distress myself.

lessons are making my brain super saturated.
people make fruit punch
40% syrup, 60% water.
my brain juice is like 95% work and homeworks
with 5% being the cravingness for rest, basketball, and recess.
haha lol.

there's chinese test plus physics test tmr.
i hope i can score well for chinese test.
she told me if i get A1 or A2 for o level chinese
i can "you name it, you have it"
hahahaha :D
i will make sure that day comes.
physics test.... in the process of reading it.
but nothings going inside my brain.

i think i've sleeping disorder
since school started.
im so not looking forward to new year.
i have no idea why.

cough stage one recently.
i hate it when the moment i come online,
people ask me about work.
im at home already, give me a break manzx.
maybe different people have their different reasons for being online,
be it work or for fun.
but i come online to talk to people about personal stuffs and
distress myself, not for work.
works should be talk about in school lor.

shall update again.
check out my facebook/tumblr/twitter.
:D

music: we are the world - various artist (class of 2010)
thoughts: justin bieber, jonas brothers are one of those. :D