yesterday once more.

Hi all.
I'm the get myself into happy mood
by doing things i like before i start work that kind of people
so yeah, here i am!


haha basically, i think this is a "full of accumulated homeworks" week
wahahaha, why so?
due to my procrastination and distractions. mwahahaha.
alright, im giving myself the weekends to catch up.


i have got no motivation for my speech
and oral seems to be a forever on my list of things to do
because i simply don't feel like doing it.
currently working on my power draft
which i don't know how i can make it more climatic. haha
there's still NYAA that i haven't do
i didn't even go and dig it out can.
gosh, how come i'm like that?
i need to drill the word consistency in my head.


what mrs yoga said really hit me
getting a ball to start rolling needs a lot of energy
but when it's already rolling and you just give it a push,
it will be much easier.
so im the one who keeps stopping myself from rolling.
that's why im finding it hard to even start rolling.
gaga.


dang. time to blog about issues on love.
haha :D
oh yeah, i found out that some adults
don't encourage teenagers like us to fall in love as such ages
because most of them has been through it before,
they know it's painful.
and because they don't want us to get hurt and thus,
don't allow us to do it i guess.
well, this is one of the concerns i have too. haha :D
im afraid to get hurt as this age too
when you are not sure how hurtful it can get you to.


oh well, i definitely won't go for a relationship behind my parents back :)
it's against my principles.
furthermore, i ensured someone that i won't go on a relationship
so i need to mean what i say.
plus, O levels is the main focus here.
alright i set my goals already. :)
i really need to work hard.
but i need to find a motivation and drive first.


im starting to change from
"able to do work at home alone efficiently"
to "needs to do work with friends outside"
haha i used to be one rejecting my friends whenever they ask if
i want to study and homework together with them.
now, this is not the case anymore.


dang, tomorrow's friday
and the next thing you know
week one of term two fly pass liao.
can time slow down?


music: telephone - lady gaga ft. beyonce.

i left my head and my heart on the dance floor.