and the hardest part is letting go.

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hello everyone, im here to finally update.

first of all,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

though its already the next day.

alright, let's talk about camp.

ermh i think overall it's alright.

i think it well smooth.

had fun being bullied by athira and danial.

hahahaha :D

they taught me two new malay phrases,

i will use it on you guys when necessary.

haha :D

i think it's my kinda source of entertainment

during the entire camp.

hope the newly joined won't get scared away like those

from the past that quited.

registration day was kinda pissed.

because of some new styles that we had to adapt to.

cleared up council room after debrief and all.

spick and span now okay.

i will kill the person that messes it up again.

warning to the boys especially!

pizza was nice. thank you ms lim.

oh and thanks for the merci chocolate as christmas present!

went home and KO-ed

woke up at 4.30

though fiq called at 4pm

hahahaha, then im late.

met them dinnered at pizza hut.

ate my favourite chicken ole.

then bused to kang qiao's house.

watched paranormal activity.

actually it's not THAT scary.

i thought its some bloody movie with lots of

white and blur images you know..

but it's not luh.

some particular part was scary la

but you ask me to pay $10 to watch it, i dont think its worth it la.

oh well, i enjoyed watching it with all my pals.

the feeling was great.

sotong tan was damn funny.

i love it when

imran sat in front of me,

marcus was beside me,

syafiq was behind me

boyband was at the right side of me.

like all my good friends sat around me.

and we watched it together. :)

too bad amirah and lisa ain't there.. :C

after that i played pool with marcus tan

haha found out that my fingers are short.

so are my hands.

no, i AM short.

when i meet them before pizza hut,

ike 3 person said i was short

adeline, marcus and syafiq.

grrr, never mind so as long as im satisfied with my current height.

:D

everything ended till 11pm

bused home alone.

because the bus stop was kinda a distance away from my house

somemore so late already

so i called fiq so as to refrain me from thinking so much

and just in case if somebody was to rob or kidnap me

he will know and do sth about it.

haha :D

i watched too much drama.

anyway he like damn happy over the phone because of something.

then sotong chiong-ed home for wc

because i was home alone

gah, a love the fact that i have two duper good gays beside me.

having them beside me is as good as having a boyfriend

haha, but we won't fall for each other.

sotong's attached, fiq's heart belong to somebody else.

and mine, still swimming my way out of the tornado. haha :D

sometimes, it's this amazing feeling that holds us together,

and this same feeling that we have which let us know that

we won't fall for each other.

ms lim once asked me about the two of them.

i explained to her. ermh, it's a feeling i can't put in words.

telepathy i shall say.

well, this story of ours started in sec one.

during english class. fiq was my partner,

marcus was sitting beside me.

and yeah every crap started to make us together.

i shall share with you how i know all my good friends okay.

oh i think many things happened during english class la.

i know amirah because she sat beside marcus.

then lisa and zhen yuan was behind them

and the 6 of us kinda always craps together.

block E classroom was

mansor and xinpeng behind me,

that's when i became good friends with xin peng,

beside them was lisa and zhen yuan {again, due to their height}

beside me was marcus and sing yee.

then marcus and zhen yuan always steals my stuffs.

so called bullys me la. that's how we know each other.

beside me was yong kit, whom i was bullys

but he always bully me wan okay.

still rmb let say we have chinese and science homework.

his science better so he do science, my chinese better so i do chinese.

next day we switch can copy.

then lazy people like ng zhen yuan will ask to borrow.

haha :D

oh the pair at my left was larry and karen

oh i know karen belinda sing yee and all through bonding camp

where the seven of us;

alidia, lingjia, belinda, karen, sing yee, xin peng, joyce and me

formed 7-up {childish i know}

then yeah that's when we got closer.

then due to some conflict matters we disbanded. haha

then i know hakim and syakur and the boys

because they always entertain us with their fights in class

but they always seems to end up getting better after each fight.

sec 2i, i know new people like angelina, hamizah, jon, imran, hongwei and yu xiang

hamizah and fazlin was sitting behind me always talking to me and

charging phones. haha

i was sitting beside yu xiang.

whom i always scares when i return from recess duties

with a sad face.

imran and syafiq was at the right side of me.

together with larry and mansor

and they are the ones who always pranks me la.

then i joined council board at the beginning of year

from a somebody in council board who all dislikes in the sec 2 batch,

to the head of council now okay.

at first due to some idiots, all disliked or maybe hated me.

then i duno what happened,

everything went okay.

then council camp boyband formed.

during that many people dont like me period

karen and angelina was suspended or sth

then im kinda alone with aidil.

then to me, man ting and adeline were just one of them.

then i seriously forgot what happened that pulled us together.

yeah and that's how our 18 months and counting friendship lasted till now.

then for lisa is i think she sit near me during the exam period or sth

then we got close, oh i think it's because she's in choir with xin peng.

then i got close to amirah because of singyee.

haha then we all became good friends!

yu xiang was sort of the consultant for me as my partner.

then hongwei was together with him

that's how i got close to them.

this year, i got closer to imran, mansor and fadhil

plus hongwei

because i always hang out with the boys

then fadhil is the one who always makes me laugh.

not only me la, like everyone,

then imran and mansor sits near me.

hongwei is more because we are in the exco together,

and when we got stuffs or sth happened

he will share with yu xiang then kinda links to me

because a lot of times is because of council board.

then for my sec 4s,

aifaa kersien azimah athira

got closer this year when they became mentors

when we receive less naggings and scoldings and everything not so tense la

that's when we enjoyed each other's company mah

and they are the ones who are always there to help me through

when it comes to council board stuffs.

oh they entertains me too. haha :D

i think they are very interesting people lor.

oh then my sec 2s also this year then got closer

fitzgerald, mark..

aneesa and cedric is since last year close already.

fitzgerald never fails to bug me to tell him stuffs,

mark never shocks me with his random questions..

like "you and man ting graduate different year, will you be very sad?"

like so out of the blue wan everytime.

cedric will be the cheery one but im kinda guilty that i kinda

doesn't spend a lot of time talking to him.

aneesa also when it comes to work then we will interact.

well, i love all my friends!

thanks for everything you do to me this year!

midsean replied this to me when i wished him merry christmas

and i think it's the best quote/phrase/wish i got this christmas

"merry x'mas too... wishing you all the best in your future endeavor"

i dont know why it just sound nice to me.

the word endeavor reminds me of 'remembering sunday'

oh i clap if you finish reading the entire post!

*claps*

next post will be photos.

ciao.

music: hard - rihanna

they ain't hard like this

hard the word that describes me

if i wasn't doing this you know where i'll be