stop existing and start living

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my mc cafe meal should be featured in my blog post

but im too lazy to take the cable for my phone

into my room. tomorrow la ok.

hello everyone.

for all those that stalks my blog.

just a random information.

nowadays, i only updates my blog at this time.

which is pass midnight.

where most of you should be already on your beds.

and so, if you wana read my post.

you just gotta wait until the next day yeah.

oh i think im gona go hunt for new blogskin.

it's the holidays.

there should be more new blogskins out.

after much thinking,

i came to a conclusion.

perhaps everything is just trying to hint to me that

i should not get into a relationship in secondary school.

and yeah, im sticking to this.

shoo away, jerks.

ooh, im bringing this lappy of mine to school

tomorrow. to save man ting and aidil.

haha :D

i think my brother would be the most miserable one.

cause his eyes seems to be glued to the lappy forever.

one more thing,

my parents are severely obsessed with happy aquarium at facebook.

my mummy ask me to send her free fish food and free gifts just now.

funny right.

then everyday they 'level-up'ing

then as a daughter, cannot lose to them

so i also play together with them everyday

currently am still the one leading.

haha :D

enough 0f sidekicks,

let's talk about today.

hmmm, i went out with karen, lisa plus amirah.

wanted to bowl at first.

but then no lane available.

went to chat at mc cafe.

got myself oreo cheese cake, and double chocolate frappe.

hoho, damn fattening.

but this is call "ENJOYING LIFE"

but at the same time, you gotta take care of your health too!

and that's why when i got home,

i drank lots of plain water.

till you feel like vomitting that kind of amount at one go.

haha, i think i will hate plain water

at this rate im drinking it.

4 big cups if i'm not wrong.

haha :D

we sat there and chat for like 2 hours or so.

wasn't as good as that time at changi airport wan.

karen left for her dance lessons.

and we went to check out the bowling

and there's lanes available.

played 2 games.

lost badly, haha.

even worst than that time la.

oh well, this time is my second time bowling!

and like the first time,

my nails kinda broke.

lucky there wasn't blood and it wasn't painful.

just part of it broke off.

somemore i just put my nail polish,

damn sad la.

bused back.

and i was thinking about a lot of things.

which made me came up with the conclusion above! ^^

im glad that im going the optimistic way.

and somebody made me so straight.

as in, i feel like nowadays i have been speaking what's in my mind.

but then of course to people that's close to me

and people that can take such comments la.

so yeah, if i said some not very nice comment straight in your face

you should feel happy that

you are in my list of 'able to take straight forward comments friends"

haha :D what a name.

oh, dinner with gays is cancelled.

so im not meeting them anymore. :C

tmr im gona go school early in the morning

with my parents.

around 8+ ?

though my open house slot is in the afternoon.

firstly, im too lazy to take the bus to school

secondly, without my mum waking me up, im afraid to be late

thirdy, aidil and man ting needs my lappy.

fourth, i miss eating breakfast with my parents.

{ though i ate with them around one week ago, and i hate the waking up early part..}

imma busy woman.

music: happy - leona lewis

So what if it hurts me?

So what if i break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge

My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my place

I wanna hear my sound

Don't care about all the pain in front of me

Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah

Just wanna be happy, yeah