losing all my drive

this is what i posted on my facebook and twitter,

my results sucked like some vacuum cleaner.

my mind now is like the pose of me in this photo.

i really don't know what to do already.

should i quit tuition?

oh well, life isn't good,

starting from today i guess.

first thing first in the morning,

my mic went no sound during pledge taking,

then during the making of announcement,

my mic was damn soft, but i thought it was loud uh.

:C

after that, take back results.

failed my E maths paper 2 and A maths paper

extremely badly! first time in history i've gotten marks like that,

feel so amazed by myself.

got so much tuition, plus i listened to mr wu and did practice papers,

in the end, i got worst than mid year.

while everyone else improved in their A maths.

booooooo. :C

first lesson was english,

mrs delia yong, the HOD of english came in to relief.

got one surprise test, to test our standard.

and she gave homework.

needa do structure of speech writing

and an essay. she say she's gona check.

then was mr wu,

came in to talk to us.

gave out the E maths paper 2 for us to try again.

during his lessons, as he will be away.

in the end, got pulled away by ms lim

to have a last minute exco meeting.

and so, i didn't touch the paper.

another homework....

after school was meeting with mr arasu at AVA room,

was late. but there wasn't much things going on.

just have to think of a question to ask the MP

when he comes on next monday,

when it's supposedly to be today.

after that, slacked in council room,

discussed a little on the outing.

got too shag, and started chatting instead.

gays waited for me, feel so bad.

but they also didn't tell me. :(

i think i got a little moodswing or sth,

or perhaps im just too shag upon knowing my results.

damn, wish i can be like boon lin, she is sorta the opposite of me.

she's super good in double maths. while me, super duper bad in double maths.

gosh, i need some help.

i told my mother about my results,

she also don't know what to do.

this shall be a rhetorical question kept,

till i find the solution out. :[

i think everything today sorta runied my mood,

no matter the mic, the results or council stuffs.

had skipped dinner for 2 consecutive days,

how pro can i get.

but well, today i ate quite a mouthful.

tmr im gona have a triple blow or sth.

because we will be getting back the triple science,

mr wu said we did better for physics than E maths,

i agreed with belinda that we must be the minority,

who did extremely bad for physics too. haha :D

music: goodbye - secondhand serenade

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