teenage dream in a teenage circus

came across this while i was browsing through deviantart.

like really la, people doesn't draw fat stickman.

how come ah?

well drawing stickmans is my favourite thing in drawing.

the easiest and fastest way to express how im feeling i guess.

my notebook has lotsa of them.

well, to be fair,

i shall draw fat stickmans next time.

have been procrastinating you see.

i posted this photo,

cause i was looking for a sian face.

then i saw this.

thought i looked kinda sian.

haha :D

anyway, i caught up my KO3 till episode 30

next week episode 31 then come out.

like so not used to it lor,

cannot watch KO3 everday like i used to already.

i was thinking after i finally catch up,

i can then concentrate on my studies then

watch it every saturday

as the episodes slowly appears.

but then like cannot leh,

like today never watch,

kinda felt empty and weird.

haha :D

sounds like my BF.

gaga! feel like drinking bubble tea.

im always craving for random stuffs when im bored.

but then the fact is,

there's many things waiting to be done.

i think procrastination this word really exist for a meaning.

wait, every word exist to have a meaning mah.

stupid.

nevermind, i shall go find a topic to talk about.

facebook is the best,

because they got lotsa weird quizzes with weird answers.

oh yeah i took a "what's your love quote" quiz yesterday.

here's my results:

"i love you, but it's my business only."

like so ouch right. here's the elaboration:

"sometimes, your heart speaks the words that your mind cannot.

you're able to connect to the one you love in your heart,

and share the emotions that you will never thought you will be able to share with anyone.

true love, to you, only means to yourself, and is none of other's business."

after reading i feel more ouch.

haha :D

like, i have always felt that true love needs both parties what.

got only means to myself meh?

well, this is only a quiz,

sometimes not accurate one also.

so shall not be so superstitous.

but then i feel that,

will true love really happens to everyone of us?

people always say, your true love will come one day.

seriously will come wan meh?

i guess some people will surely miss out one bah.

but then i guess everyone in this world

will experience at least a little love.

as, love is everywhere.

when your mum choose to give birth to you,

i think can be considered as love already?

i came across this story book,

that dear karen low borrowed from our school library.

'sister's keeper by jodi picoult'

well, it's a story about this mum

that gave birth a first daughter,

and had some illness/diease,

and they needed somebody's bone marrow in order to save her.

the bone marrow has to be a suitable one.

then the doctor recommend to ask her give birth to another child,

who's genes and whatever is manipulated or sth,

to be like the first daughter's

so that when this second child is born,

the bone marrow could be given to the first daughter.

then the second child will die or sth.

so i wonder,

if you are the second daughter, how would you feel?

personally, i will feel kinda noble,

because im able to save my sister.

however, i won't be able to live on.

but then i will just pretend i never come to this world before.

so nevermind lor, since i have not encounter anything

like making friends and can't bear to part

or having my parents to love me.

so i think it will be okay la.

so if it's you, how will you feel?

come, come tell me your feelings. haha :D

this post of mine got a lot of rhetorical question leh!

haha, applying what i learn.

music: we are golden - mika

thoughts: funny mtv he got.

waking up in the midday sun,

what's to live for?

you could see what i've done

staring at emotion

in the light of day

i was running from the things that you'd say