know that kind of feeling

when you just want to shout everything out

but you can't cause it's a secret kept to yourself.

know it, but deny it.

it's getting hard.

i want to scream it out someday,

when i'm all alone.

not a single soul, not a single ear to hear me.

i read people's blog,

seems like it's just merely a twoo month holiday,

many things happened.

many things changed.

i can say out of ten, six? seven? are all on bad things.

perhaps, we are all at the down part of the roller coaster of life.

it's okay, tell yourself, we are going up sooon.

real soon perhaps.

hold on.