haiyo, i slpt at 1 plus last night

and i didn't expext myself to wake up so early today

i woke up at 8+ abt 9 lik tt

it's early to me lor.

i expect myself to slp until 10+ or 11+

nowadays, i somehow just cannot get a goodnite slp.

perhaps my brain, my mind is thinking too much every night

then cannot fall alslp.

this morning, i didn't even know my didi and my parents left home lor.

i guess i was in a deep slp period during that time.

anyway, it's gona be a stay home day today

i gona do up proposal teachers' day one n send to mr sara

cos he say still nid to include all e details specificly

so yeah, previously aft exam cannot do

so this time must do liao.

then i gona vaccum e hse

since i'm e one at home.

and i find it getting dirty oso.

i shall be a guai emily ong li yen today.

tmr gona go cut hair

mummy refuse to let me cut short hair,

i wan lik cut shorter a bit she oso dun let

i dun care ah when i go e hairdresser wif karen on saturday

i will at least ask e person help me trim lor.

if not it's lik super thick n hot la.

then i gona go cut my fringe.

it's super thick n hot n blocking my sight.

music in playlist

music: better in time by leona lewis

thoughts:

basically those in blue are somehow what i feel

it just describes my feelings.

lyrics:

It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget you

After all that we've been through

Going, coming thought I heard a knock

Who's there no one

Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realise that I really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'ma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV

Without something there to remind me

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh

Hurt my feelings but that's the path

I believe in And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice boy you meant everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'ma be ok

*Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time*

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go So I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is

I'll be fine without you

Yes I will

Repeat **

Repeat **

i guess time will heal everything.