there she goes her second break down of this week
in front of HER somemore...
'i'm a loser from head to toe. A failure inside out...'
she said to herself to stay strong and to control,
but she didn't mean what she said.
like he say she's a loser...
a total loser...

well i hav practically no mood to blog..
lessons were lik usual
nth much
was glad tt my grp scored a band A wif grade of 23
for dnt
6 grps scored band A top was 25.5

i've tried my best to put on a strong front
n put on my smile..
making ppl happy..
making ppl laugh
try not to make myself sad
try not to make myself cry

well, it's all my fault,
for being such a lousy in charge
it's all my fault for not getting things organised,
it's all me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me......

tok to me when u hav things in ur mind
n i will say it all to u..
ask me when u hav doubts
n i will not hesitate to ans u

jiayous angelina!
believe tt u can pull it through..

jiayous hazwan!
believe tt u can do it...

jiayous to all my ICs!
believe tt we can all pull it through..

jiayous emilyong!
believe tt u can do it..

admit tt
cos i sensed tt
i feel a little unfair though
but it's ok...

Big thanks to amirah for the hug,
i just needed somebody there for me
i am serious sorry tt i broke down agn
jiayous for ur projs alright

thxs lisa for being there for me,
u r always my gd fren
though we r not tt close anymore

thx u karenn boyfrn for asking me to not cry.. always being there for me <3

thx syafiq, imran, zhenyuan n eddie
for asking if i'm ok...
thx for ur concern...
to syafiq> we shall tok it out someday..
to imran> i will continue on my sunshine tomato smile! (:
to zhenyuan> not bad arh improved le wor.. noe how to somehow a little comfort ppl
thx for being there my fren! (:
to eddie> haiyo.. although i not so close to u, but hav to thx u for showing concern.. (:
frankly speaking, i was pretty surprised... heheh.. :D

thx u nicholas for all tt u hav said
really learnt sth
n i will stay strong
cos mental breakdowns dun solve anything
thx for caring ya!

thx honey for making me laugh all e time
during lessons... if not i wun b lik laughing/smiling..

thx hongwei n yuxiang
for wat u've said
those words really me made me tink deep..

n thx those who had asked me jiayous
to not cry
to not stress
to cheer up
n if i'm ok...
u r appreciated!..

music: Mandi Perkins, Who I Am